My Life.

I am aware on what I am doing.

2010-07-31T12:43:00.000-07:00

I am aware of what I am doing now.
After discussing and thinking for a long time.
Now, I will do what I can and be who I really am.
Love me or Hate me. You decide.

Awesome day!

2010-03-26T09:31:00.000-07:00

Today is just too awesome! I woke up at around 11am and start doing house chores which I usually don't even touch. It felt really great helping out parents and being clean! I think I will do it more often! Around 2pm, I went out with my friends! We went to IoI.. Suppose to be watching movie with a bunch of friends but then some idiot went in without us. We waited at IoI for like 2 hours doing nothing. =.=;;
That's okay though because we met a few friends(Junior) who just finished karaoke and we chatted awhile. Been quite long since I actually talk to some junior's in my school. After those idiots came out of cinema, I get to watch a very very awesome show. Monkey Show[Tai Lung Fung(cantonese)]
They acted like we are not in IoI and said 'HUH?! You are here?!'
Then one of my friend straight away got mad and scold them. Totally awesome. xD

NIGHT time was the BEST!
We went to a restaurant name '8Miles' and had our meal there. It was planned by the friend that was MAD this noon. Luckily he put it down and we had a lot of fun. ;D
This is the dishes we got! It was really delicious and pretty cheap actually! :D Go try it out if you want. It's at Puchong. Just beside boulevard ;D

Reborn!

2009-12-26T11:00:00.000-08:00

OMG! I can't wait for Katekyo Hitman Reborn anime to come out! One Piece as well.
I was at home the whole afternoon today. Actually I woke up at 3 o clock. @_@;;
Well, nothing much happened today except for I suddenly missed my PS2 game! I am playing Pokemon in PC now! It's kinda nice actually especially with cheats. xD
I know I might sound like a nerd playing Pokemon with cheats, but that showed how bored I am at home. :(
I want to work but I am lazy to do so. I need money to go out though so not much choice. Hope I can find some job I like and still earn a lot! xD
Anyone know where to find job like Computer Technician?

Christmas! ;)

2009-12-24T08:51:00.000-08:00

THEODORE!

Merry Christmas everyone! I doubt anyone will read this though ;x
Christmas for me is actually the best festive compare to all but I never actually celebrated it. I do wish I am like all normal kid with Christmas present to show off. xD Too bad I knew reality too early and couldn't believe in all those fairy tales anymore. I do love cartoon still though! I just watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 2! It's awesome! I love it! I love Theodore! He is so darn cute!

Alvin and the Chipmunks!

I went to school and help out with the textbooks rearranging and recollecting. I also see a lot nervous faces xD PMR results is out today. I am pretty sad though coz there are few students never even come and take their results. It's like they don't even care anymore. ;(
How I wish everyone will at least think about their future a bit. Wish Santa will give them a bit wisdom this year. :P

Still the same..

2009-10-16T21:26:00.000-07:00

How many years had it been? Still the same? Never change? Never learn your lesson? It's just a game, why play till fight? We all are friends ain't we? Why must make each other mad at each other? Use your brain to think awhile can? Gosh.. Anyway ~ I went for a driving lesson with Jian Chern. DAMN scary! I suck ._. Really need to learn more, damn it! I drive to some junction then the engine will die out on me. Wish I could drive now! Wish I get my license now! ;(

Sushi is SO GOOD!

2009-10-15T21:24:00.000-07:00

GOSH! Sushi is so damn good! I ate Sushi for the pass two days. It's expensive yea but it's super nice to eat. I can still feel the Unagi and Salmon in my mouth now xD
I wish I could go with you! Maybe not because it will cost me double. Anyway ~ Sushi is sooo good!

Ignorance.

2009-10-13T03:01:00.000-07:00

You can hurt me but don't ignore me.

Oh well, I am sick. Really bad flu. H1N1? Maybe.. Anyway, I had a really busy week this week. A lot of birthdays going on! Once again we should really thank Ivan for making a party for JoEe. I wish I could have a party like that. It's really awesome! ;D School is boring as usual, but we are like passing our time like we finished SPM. Poker card, handphone, and all kind of electronics stuff. Teacher's doesn't really care anymore but still I really feel guilty for not studying. A lot of people really studied a lot. Well just to be specific, I meant 5A students. Our class. Some yes some no I guess. I am the 'no' part. xD
Human's are really strange I think. I normally don't have much to think about but lately.. There are a lot of stuffs going on my head. 1st of ALL! Can I ask you guys a question? Am I really that bad that no one replied my messages? ;o Post your thoughts in the comments. Highly appreciate. A lot of people don't replied me nowadays. I really hope they do. Stone and stick might not hurt me or even words don't. Ignorance do hurt me badly. ;(
PMR is OVER! Congratulation for all PMR students! Have fun but be sure next year have to study hard or else you will regret it! ;o

Have to start studying!

2009-10-07T10:03:00.000-07:00

STUDY STUDY STUDY!

4 weeks more! SPM is here! Still got so much to catch up. ;( Have to start to play less and work more I guess. I was having nice time of my life untill yesterday. My dad scold me for GOING to school. I was like 'WOAH'. I seriously don't understand anything about what they think. O well ~ I finally got my Undang-Undang done! 50/50!! WOHOOOOOO!! This week going for the 6 hours for L license. ;( DAMN bored. I can't wait to get my license!

A fast and simple update!

2009-10-01T15:46:00.000-07:00

A very fast and simple update! Mobo Awards was aired at 30th of September. A lot of great performance! I couldn't catch it live because I am not living in UK but I was able to watch it right after the live by downloading it! It was seriously great! Beyonce got the best international artis and best video. Actually the thing I wanted to show you guys is this!

SIMPLY AMAZING!

I really love this performance! I love the song and love how Shaheen performed! 12 years old sing in front of 200 thoudsands people.

Updates!

2009-09-18T21:09:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time since I updated.

Thanks to my exams and all kind of different activities. I couldn't update my blog. My com got screwed and I had to pay to fix it! :( Btw, I got drunk for the 1st time in my life! It's pretty cool! I get to speak whatever that is in my heart for a long time! Nothing big happened except for this two. I just go with my life and being lifeless all the time! Internet and PSONE FTW! =x

SURPRISE!

2009-09-09T08:18:00.000-07:00

Unexpected stuffs do happen.

Gawd, I never thought of blogging today actually because I have nothing much to say untill my cousin share a post at facebook saying he got robbed. After I heard the story. I really think this world is dangerous! Seriously we have to take really good care of ourselves. What if that robber is so desperate he can kill you for money? Nothing much to say today. I just wanna tell everyone who read my blog please do be careful and avoid going out if can. I myself didn't go out for like 2 weeks. Really proud of myself. LoL! I will be telling you guys more detail next post. I only know he is Chinese because my cousin isn't in the mood talking about it.

Exam starting tomorrow again!

2009-09-07T06:03:00.000-07:00

GOSH! Form 5 life suck!

Gawd, form 5 life is free but still stressful. I mean I tried not to think about exam anymore. Just that everyone is studying. Made me kinda feel guilty. It's my future yet I don't really care about it.

This is really hard. This few days I been trying to study but I failed. I just couldn't open my book for like 10 minutes. After 10 minutes I will start dreaming of other stuff. I guess I really have to stick with group study. AT LEAST today I learned a bit from Shaun and Ivan. Man, they are really hardworking. They studied so much. I should really follow them and study more. I have to do it! O well, action speaks louder than words. I KNOW but it's hard to do it. I just hate to read books. I do like to write stuff though. Maybe I should make my own notes? That won't work since I hate to write. I only like typing. x)
This few days are kinda fun. Yea, a lot of basketball. I finally stop going out at the afternoon! I FINALLY STOP! Before this, I went out every freaking day. It's kinda unimaginable now. My house is so comfortable. Just sitting in front of com. Eat when I want. Sleep when I want. Read when I want. Online when I want. Seriously, why do people go out so often when they house is the best? Gawd, I feel stupid about me last time going out everyday. I been at home this few days so ya, nothing happened much. Hmm, I just start to get close to people that I never really close before. One more thing is I also stop thinking about stupid stuff. I mean those relationship really have their part. You learn something every time you fail. Naturally you will become stronger or even colder to people around you.

One more important thing!
I am REALLY SORRY to everyone that I had made angry before. I don't mean to say those thing just that I am too stupid to think what to say. Please do forgive me whoever is mad at me. :(

If we are ever to enjoy life, now is the time, not tomorrow or next year. Today should always be our most wonderful day.

Language subjects are over.

2009-09-04T04:19:00.000-07:00

OH MY GAWD!

Oh gawd, I screwed up my language paper's. English and BM! Both of my essays went really wrong. Totally out of the title man. Dang ~ I am gonna fail so hard.

Let's stop talking about exams for now. Nothing much happened this few days. I went to school as usual. Being idiot as usual, having test now. SPM trial! Exam is super boring. I have to sit on my place for like freaking whole day! It's tiring and hurting. It hurt my butt! I found out something. 'Sorry' this word mean nothing at all! I am serious. If someone hate you, that someone will never ever forgive you even how many times you said sorry. I am having that problem now. Seriously, 'sorry' doesn't work anymore. It just don't! Not to say you don't have to say sorry if you did something wrong but it won't help. Trust me. Oh well, I think I am just a retard. I did so freaking many wrong things and I don't even know. What the heck is wrong with me?! Yea I probably are kinda happy-going-kid in school. I do wish someone would let me to hug. Someone is there for me when I need a companion. Someone who would listen to me. Accompany me whatever mood I am in. I am totally insane right now! I could have throw my com away!

Nahh.. Just kidding! My com is my life.

I see you, you pretend not to see me. It hurt me so bad I could break your neck. I don't want you to die. I just don't want you to be alive. That's all. :)

Weirdest dream I even dreamed!

2009-09-02T00:12:00.000-07:00

It scares me really bad.

Ever heard of any foreigner speaking Chinese? Some maybe? A lot maybe? This dream is super weird! I dreamed of Shaheen MSN with me. I should be happy I know but then the freaking conversation is scary. Lol!
Me: Hello Shaheen! You are amazing! I luv you.
Shaheen: Yaya, a lot people told me that. Where are you from?
Me: Malaysia. I am a big fan of your's!
Shaheen: Nyama, I duwan any fan from Malaysia.
Me: What?! o_O;; You said Chinese?
Shaheen: Yea. What's wrong with that? Diu nei.
And so I got shocked and woke up. I was like o_O;; wtf was that?

Nothing much happened this few days. SPM is tomorrow though. I am so gonna flunk it! Oh well, what to do? I live my normal life this few days and I never think about stupid stuff anymore! =]

I Love You is just words untill you say it to me.

1st time!

2009-08-30T07:46:00.000-07:00

This is the 1st time!

Today is the 1st time that I went to XJ house for a party. I never been to her house for a party before. It's kinda cool though. Nice foods and drinks. Her house never change much for a few years already though. It's last year since I went to her house I think and it never change a bit.

Today is great! As usual, waking up at 6am and sleep awhile at the noon. O well, I ate 'yong tau fu' this morning! Super nice. After eating, I wash my toilet and my shoe. It's kinda tiring because yesterday I went to Fitness First with Shaun. He asked me to work out so much. My chest and hand are in pain now. The dinner tonight is awesome! Lamb, chickens, sausage, corns, and a lot more! The drink is weird though. Lime with Cincau, 1st time!

Btw, Thanks XJ for inviting!

Stupid Streamyx.

2009-08-28T15:50:00.000-07:00

Damn TMnet! Damn them!

Damn it. My Internet suddenly went down without any freaking reason yesterday night. Made me unable to go online. Oh wow! Now I know I am totally addicted to going to the net. Yesterday I couldn't go on net and I feel like I am dying. Really hope this will never ever ever happen again.

O well, today wasn't a bad day. I woke up at 6am at Ivan's place and went online for awhile. Around 9am, Ivan supposed to go to a workshop for SPM. Biology workshop. I tried to wake him up at 8am and he called me to get lost. LoL! I fed up waking him up and ask him whether he going or not. He said wake him up after 15 minutes and I said okay. After 15 minutes I went in the room and try waking him up again. This time even worse, he straight away said I don't want to go. I called Chen Hoong not to fetch me already. At 10am, I called my mum to fetch me home and I slept when I reach home till 1pm. The fun part is at evening to night! Not long after I woke up, Kikstyo Guy asked me to play basketball as usual because it is Friday which is our basketball day. We all went there around 5pm as usual and played till around 7.30pm. I am quite happy due to some reason and SuetYing sms Hippo asking him to fetch her go Sunway. Hippo asked me to go with him so it won't be that boring and I of course agreed because I am feel super bored being at home already. Feel a bit outdated and no life faceing computer the whole day. Even though there are only three people going there, it's kinda fun though. I get to eat XXL Crispy Chicken! Finally Hippo and SuetYing are talking again. Seriously it's kinda awkward going out with them because of SuetYing getting mad at HakChai and Hippo for some small matter. SuetYing, you better get over it. Those stuff doesn't really matter actually, it's just some small problem. Just be more open and don't be so princess-like anymore. Hard to blame her since she is the only kid at home. Let's stop talking about that. We actually went to Sunway because SuetYing wanted to buy accessories for her picture shooting. She is kinda like a model now already. After shopping for a few hours, we went to the McDonald's at the toll and grab our supper there. This is my first time being in a toll McDonald's! Not much to say there, we just chit-chat all the way while we were eating. When we were going back that time, a cup of coke spilled on my pant and I feel freaking cold! They two were laughing at me. O well, even me myself is laughing because the way it spilled is stupid. I put it on top of the radio there and then Hippo accelerate and the freaking coke just dropped on my thigh and voila! I feel like a popsicle. I went home wet and I took a bath right after I reached home. After that, I went online for awhile and the net just stop after awhile and I was freaking bored for a few hours trying to go online. I gave up around 2am and went to sleep. I tried giving up on you Teddy. I tried. It just doesn't move on that fast.

If there is a Will, there is a Way. Neve give up untill the last minute. Immature kill!

FUN day! =]

2009-08-27T08:30:00.000-07:00

Today is FUN FUN FUN!!
Today is super fun! Thanks to Ivan gathering. I stop thinking about 'stuff' for a day at least. I didn't wait for sms nor sms people! Totally a great improvement eh? I am still kinda sad though after all those fun I had. Still ~ Really have to thank Ivan for being such a good friend and treating everyone so good. Even though he is evil most of the times. He do have his angel side. If it's made up then what to do? Lol!

This morning I woke up at 6.30am and I ate breakfast. It's been like 2 weeks since I ate breakfast because normally once I woke up, it will be lunch. Not a bad thing having breakfast. At least it's normal. After doing nothing for two hours. I went back to sleep at 9am and woke up at 3pm. I was at my aunt house so it surprise them the way I live. When I woke up, I felt kinda shocked when I open the room door. I saw my cousin friends is outside. I was like O_O. Why is there strangers in the house? I went to the computer and facebook awhile. Dota for one match and I went downstairs to grab some foods. After that, I played a game of football(PS2) with my cousin friend. I kinda suck at it and lost. Not long after that, my parents came and fetch me back. Actually I never thought that they are coming today. Luckily they did and I could attend Ivan's gathering. The traffic is quite heavy when we were going back to Puchong from PJ. It took about 35 minutes just to reached home which normally it's around 20 minutes. Thanks to 'buka puasa', everyone went home earlier from work and the rain makes the traffic heavy. I went home and called Laohuz for the moon cakes that Ivan is buying. I earned some money from there. I am selling moon cakes now. Anyone interested. Contact me. The brand is Baker's Cotage and quite a lot of varieties. O well, let's stop advertising and start the party! Once Laohuz reached my house to fetch me to Ivan house. I am kinda shocked that Ivan asked Laohuz and HakChai to stay and eat as well. Nothing better than that eh? The more the merrier. We had a blast! It's so freaking cool! Wii, foods, drinks, MORE foods and movie! It's fun to hang around with friends in a cozy place with different sort of entertainment! Once again, THANKS IVAN!! That's about what happened today. I am sleeping over at Ivan place tonight. Hope we can have more fun. I still love you Teddy. I do....

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery, today is a gift. That's why it's called 'present'. Immature kill!

Pimple SUCK!

2009-08-26T06:24:00.000-07:00

OMG! What the HELL?!
I got a freaking pimple on my nose AGAIN! :( Seriously, I don't understand why acne hate my nose or something. They just keep coming to my nose and it's freaking hurt! I woke up and this freaking acne appear on my nose and I was like WTF?! Oh well, guess I have to stop sleeping late and drink hell a lot more water. Holidays are kinda boring once it get long. Today is a sad day. Really really sad day. No one reply my SMS. The one I would love to chat with and SMS with never reply me. Made me kinda emo. Is it true that money is needed for love? As in to prolong a relationship, we need money to do so? I felt bored falling in love. It hurt! Just like how pimple hurt me but even deeper and it's quite incurable which suck ass!

As usual, I woke up around 1 and sit in front of com right after snapping out of it. One surprise is my brother was at home. He came back to fetch me to my aunt house which I currently is in. We went to play two games of snooker. It's fun, at least better than playing alone or with people that don't really know how to play. He teaches me a few tricks and I tied a game with him. Even though he gave me 20 points to start with. He wasn't serious at all. I should really practice more. I went to my brother crib just before coming to my aunt house. His crib is COOL man. I mean for me I am kinda satisfied. I watched a TVB drama today and it's damn funny! I will describe it more detail right after I watch more of it. I only able to watch 2 episodes of it because it's raining hard and thunder were seems to be unfriendly so I have to stop using the TV. When it is raining, my bro went out with his girlfriend and left me alone. It's freaking bored there since I couldn't use any electrical appliance. I just sit there and wait for him to come back. Once he came back, we straight away go to my aunt house. The dinner was not too bad. It's been a long time since I eat with so many people as in family. I always eat in my room in front of my com. Being in the dining room once in awhile is not bad. It feels kinda warm. :) After the dinner, we took a break at the living room and chit-chat a lot of stuffs. =] Well mostly general stuff and I introduced the moon cakes that I am selling! If anyone interested! Please do contact me. That's all of what I did today.

Peace out guys. :)

Loving might hurt but being afraid of loving is death. Immature kill!

Once again!

2009-08-25T14:47:00.000-07:00

Hey THERE!
Oh well. I hope that wakes you up. =] This is my new blog. I know I been lazy for blogging. I will try and not be lazy anymore. Actually I just wanna find a place for me to say something I don't dare to say in real life or just wanna express my feeling without having fear of making someone hate me. I suck at doing this. Let's start by telling you what happened today in my life.

This morning really rough for me. I mean afternoon since I woke up at 1pm or so. I kinda get some fever-ish feeling and a bit of sore throat. Drank a lot of water and it seems to be fading. I watched One Piece the whole afternoon and study a bit of undang-undang. I wanna drive! Around 3pm or so, 'Kikstyo Guy' nudge me in MSN and asked me to play basketball at the evening. Oh well, holidays are meant to have fun right? NO! Not really! SPM is near but I am still chillax. LoL! Seriously, what the heck am I gonna be next time? I simply couldn't fight the temptation of going out. I promised them I will go and LUCKILY I DID! Not long after that. 'Teddy' online and said that it's gonna go to the basketball court as well. I went there around 5.30 due to the terrible heat! It's super hot today at the noon but it's kinda cooling at night. After basketball, 'Hippo' fetched me home. Before heading home, we went to 'ta pau' because both of our family is not at home and we are forced to eat Nasi Lemak. Oh well, what to do? This is modern day I guess. After I ate and bathed, I online for awhile. Chit-chat a bit and went to bed at 10.30. I thought I could get a good night sleep and DAMN IT! My parent came back at 12 something and BANG! They keep shouting and shouting and talk about crap like "When did you ever treasure me?!" OH COME ON! You guys have been like a couple for like the whole life. Can't you guys get over with something small and it's freaking unnecessary to fight. They fought because my mum stop my dad from driving fast. Alcohol FTW eh? Messed my time up. It's 6.03am now and I couldn't sleep. Really great eh?

Okay, this is where I am gonna stop blogging. Peace out. :)

What done is done. Never regret what you did. Immature kill!